Wondering
It seems that there is a lot on my mind today, but I can’t seem to really concentrate on anything other than finding out what the baby is. I don’t think I have ever been this impatient about knowing before.
I can’t help but wonder if Aidan will continue to think life is unfair because of the unnecessary addition of another brother.
Then of course I worry that the baby will not cooperate, or that my mother will not be able to come watch the kids for me while I go to hospital.
It all seems surreal and amazing. I honestly can’t even fathom having another baby, not in like a “what on earth was I thinking?” way, but in a “really? me? I get to have 4 children. Me! Who would’ve ever thought?”
